BEING ETHICAL

the reason why I bring this issue up as my writing topic is no other than what happen to me recently...

I've got a senior at the office who I respect as my mentor and I believe like my brother.
but...

HE STABS ME IN MY BACK

even I cannot believe that is real

even I cannot put myself in the right direction, right position.

I'm so shocked I cannot zip my month once I spill it out.

how can he take 100% credit for what I did? because it's precious? because it's key to somewhere something big, he doesn't want me to take part in it?

Living life with the sentiment of not trusting each other is so scary. I hate it but at the same time I don't wanna be hurt by the trust I put in someone anymore

how can I take the skeptical world to my own private one? it'll be so cold.

you... thank you for ruining my system, and thank you for rebooting it, it was such a PRECIOUS memory and PRECIOUS life lesson.
I will try my best to make those memories into something that bring me bigger, wiser, and stronger.